well, i'm talking about the feelings running through me right now as i prepare for my final "final exams"... the normal feelings are there... you know... anxiety, nervousness, freaking out, not knowing what to expect, feeling tired although i've had more than enough sleep... oh yeah, and the feeling that anything is more interesting than my books right now... but, there are some new feelings added this time around...
relief? joy? excitement? sad? not wanting to move on...
i mean... this is it you know? after 17 years in the education system, i'm finally graduating! i'm moving on to a new phase in my life... you know what i mean?
(jason and kam - i know you two have moved past this... but, can you remember how you felt when it was your final "finals"?)
anyway, uniten has been good to me... had a few great frens, more than a few great lecturers...
anyway, i've just got another 5 days to my first paper... it's on a saturday... imagine that! so back to my books for the last time? i really can't describe the feeling going through me right now...
3 comments:
good luck dude. :)
when i had my final final exam, it doesn't feel much to me, because a) i know i was coming back b) it's all the same..lol
but i do know when yo finish the exam, it feel damn good...
like sex..hahaha
i didn't feel anything that time, particularly since i was dead busy rushing and preparing for my thesis presentation about 3-4 days after the last paper.
but i remember having a farewell dinner with some close coursemates, about 10 of us, and most of the girls were crying at the end when we're leaving.
i guess our emotions only come in when we're at that 'moment', it's pretty hard to describe when you're not there. hope you can have a memorable end to your education life brother, good luck my man!
definately, I will miss my uni...
is a part of my life that i can't forget/erase no matter what
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